I can't believe how long it's been since I last posted. To be honest, I haven't even turned on the computer this entire time. To say I have crashed, would be an understatement, but I'm still keeping good spirits (most of the time), and still trying.
I have more bad days then good and good days do have an entire new meaning now, being bombarded with disability paperwork and mandated doc appts hasn't helped much either, but it's a fight that must be handled.
I don't read much any longer, books are impossible, but I have found some quite interesting shows on TV - LOL.
All of you are on my mind and I promise to post more as soon as possible.
I think it's important for anyone reading to see how far you can fall - especially when you don't listen to your body and STOP soon enough. You really have no idea, trust me, I never imagined that a bath would be a luxury, that getting dressed was a decision, and that the simple act of fixing a drink could take 30 minutes because you don't remember what you were doing or where anything is. This is not depression, this is a SERIOUS syndrome and eventually your body WILL demand what it needs - one way or the other.