What a Week

I haven't been to work yet, and plan to return tomorrow. I did rest all weekend (thank goodness) because the week so far has hit me hard. Between the road trip to the doctor on Tuesday and some other family "stuff" that came up that required even more road trips and stress I haven't gotten much rest this week.

I go today to see the infectious disease specialist - and am not really sure how I feel about that..... a bit anxious I suppose. You know that fear that AGAIN nothing will be found and you will not be believed........hopefully it will go better than I think, Certainly a world renowned infectious disease specialist would be aware and supportive of CFS right? (yes, I can hear you all laughing).

I'm also stressed about work, remember I just took almost an entire week off 2 weeks ago also, I am truly going to run out of available paid time. My supervisor refused my request to reduce my hours officially - stating that I had "plenty" of time off - well, not the case after this week. This is exactly what I was worried about!

Thanks for all the comments, I hope everyone is doing as well as you can - and hopefully will be able to come back and tell you the appt. went better than my stupid brain thinks it will (smile).