My "big" boss, wants me to go to ANOTHER doctor. One that for the life of me, I can not even figure out why because his speciality has nothing to do with anything I have going on. I'm putting it off for now, to be honest, I have to get out of this game. My plan is to wait until my CFS doc returns from vacation, follow-up with him, perhaps discuss a more complex neuro exam (due to the more recent issues I've been having) and let it go at that.
I'm burned out by doctor appts, I feel like I'm on a ride that I can't get off of, and I feel like I have crossed a line, in order to get my company to accomodate me, I'm done.
Back at work today, fortunately it's quiet because I'm truly only 1/2 here. I caught myself closing my eyes again this morning on the drive in, and my bladder has gone absolutely crazy so caffeine today is out of the question or I'll end up in some serious pain.
Moving along, I need some suggestions for things to keep me somewhat occupied when I'm down and out. I used to read, but can no longer concentrate and the words on the page give me a headache. I still do some fuzzy poster coloring but it's only every now and then because again it takes too much focus. I used to crochet a bit, but remember all of the steps is impossible. I am SICK of TV. So what do you do - when your resting, but not so out of it, that you would like to do something to entertain yourself?