I crashed big time this weekend, so I knew already my follow-up was not going to go well (or rather he would see a true picture). I am going for Lyme screening and he is setting me up with a neuro exam/consult. He wants me out of work SOON, and currently feels that I shouldn't be working more than 3 hours per day and that I shouldn't be driving at all. I am now down below 100 pounds as well.
He strongly believes I do have some brain "damage" / "issues" going on, and is surprised that they are already noticable to others.
I am regressing as he put it.
He is now indicating that I am already disabled and that WHEN I go out of work, it won't be so I can get better, it will be because I can't work, if I happen to get better that will be a bonus.
Sometimes reality sucks.
So, I will probably be out - shortly after my neuro appt. I truly don't know how much of this to share with my husband, he is not going to take it well.